LateNightThoughts
Aug. 6th, 2025 09:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lifewithevanI told myself that I wouldn't post twice a day but I need to get my thoughts out. I'm terrified for my future. I'm trying to educate myself on investing and getting a good credit score and learning how to handle yourself in a job and how to handle money.
I'm still a student, haven't even done my final exams and I'm already panicking about this bullshit. It's stressful, the thought of having to survive alone in the real world when school has barely taught you anything and when you don't even know what you're going to do with your life because your afraid that your dreams aren't achievable and like what you're doing isn't enough.
And then you see all these people online saying "here's how I became a millionaire before I was 20" and you look at what they did and you're just like "that's not me!".
You try to do the research and the studying and practice budgeting all the while thinking "I should be enjoying this time of my life". And no one seems to understand or relate to you, no matter how hard you try and you just wish for something, literally anything, to make it the slightest bit easier! And the people around you who just don't seem to be trying as hard seem to have all their shit together!
And it's just like, what the fuck dude!
Signing off,
:(
I'm still a student, haven't even done my final exams and I'm already panicking about this bullshit. It's stressful, the thought of having to survive alone in the real world when school has barely taught you anything and when you don't even know what you're going to do with your life because your afraid that your dreams aren't achievable and like what you're doing isn't enough.
And then you see all these people online saying "here's how I became a millionaire before I was 20" and you look at what they did and you're just like "that's not me!".
You try to do the research and the studying and practice budgeting all the while thinking "I should be enjoying this time of my life". And no one seems to understand or relate to you, no matter how hard you try and you just wish for something, literally anything, to make it the slightest bit easier! And the people around you who just don't seem to be trying as hard seem to have all their shit together!
And it's just like, what the fuck dude!
Signing off,
:(
Re: Thoughts
Date: 2025-08-08 09:41 am (UTC):)