ThoughtsWithMe

I'm going on holiday tomorrow and I won't be bringing my laptop with me, so I won't be able to post till September.

Today has already been a struggle. My alarm didn't go off so I haven't been able to go on my run and my brother is being a selfish brat and not doing his job, taking the dog outside.

We're going to a market place, one of my favourite ones and I'm excited, because there's usually a lot of vintage stuff there and a stall that makes the best Nutella donuts.

I'm very tired and trying to finish a book I got from the library before tomorrow morning so....

Signing off,

:)

ThoughtsWithMe

I didn't think I was going to have enough time to do another entry but I was wrong! I might be able to do one tomorrow before I leave for my mum's house (if I wake up early enough).

I feel oddly sad. The cause is, even more heartbreaking, my brother. He's so (and this will sound harsh) selfish. I had £60 today to spend at my favourite market. I'd originally started out with £100 but I promised my brother I'd give him £40 to spend at the market. I was super excited to share the market with him because it's one of my favourite places. But he spent the entire outing complaining about the stalls I picked to browse and when I decided to buy my mum a birthday present (her birthday was yesterday but I don't see her till tomorrow) and my dad one (his birthday isn't for a while but I thought I'd plan ahead) he didn't do either and I thought "fine, he might want to get them something different."

But he was so... entitled! He wouldn't pay £2 for a cupcake he wanted and then I bought it for him. It makes me really upset! And in the end, he only ended up spending £9 in a sweet shop and now, the money I gave him for the market specifically is probably going to go to something meaningless!

Signing off,

:/