ThoughtsWithMe
Aug. 7th, 2025 06:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lifewithevanI'm supposed to be going to the beach today. My family wanted to go to the pool with my step-cousins but we couldn't find anyone to look after the dog for us. But it's currently 20 to 11 and everyone except me is still in bed.
I hate being an over-thinker and over-planner. It makes me feel like I'm the only person in my family on a schedule. I know I'm not, my step mum plans like crazy, it's one of the things I love the most about her because she knows the unexpectedness of things makes me uncomfortable so she always lets me know about stuff in advance.
Next Friday is my actual mum's birthday and we're going away on holiday. It'll be warm and there'll be four of us in the air b'n'b, not to mention we'll be seeing my aunt and her bf daily.
And I didn't find out until recently that my aunt is slightly homophobic (thanks for warning me mum!) and now I'm scared. Because the only other homophobic family I have, I haven't talked to in two years.
Signing off,
:)
I hate being an over-thinker and over-planner. It makes me feel like I'm the only person in my family on a schedule. I know I'm not, my step mum plans like crazy, it's one of the things I love the most about her because she knows the unexpectedness of things makes me uncomfortable so she always lets me know about stuff in advance.
Next Friday is my actual mum's birthday and we're going away on holiday. It'll be warm and there'll be four of us in the air b'n'b, not to mention we'll be seeing my aunt and her bf daily.
And I didn't find out until recently that my aunt is slightly homophobic (thanks for warning me mum!) and now I'm scared. Because the only other homophobic family I have, I haven't talked to in two years.
Signing off,
:)
