LateNightThoughts

I don't understand. I don't get how I complete so many tasks and have so many responsibilities when I'm 15. And I don't get how I don't do so many of them and still feel mentally exhausted. I barely do anything and I still feel drained.

I hate how I require so much reassurance. It irritates my family sooooo much!

I don't know why I can't say no or stop caring! My dad says it's because I have the biggest heart in the world but it sucks! I

I hate how my brain is so busy! I can't stop thinking but never start doing.

I hate how I have no self control. None, to do with anything.

I hate myself. I want to kill myself. But I can't.