ThoughtsWithMe

I'm writing this while listening to "Look Ma, No Brains" which seems accurate since posting opinions/experiences on the internet is something someone with no brains would do. I'm doing this because I've decided to do things that scare me and share my experiences with people who feel like me and can't find someone who'll understand.

I feel like I'm a paradox within a paradox. My two personalities would either hate each other or make the coolest "opposites attract" romance. My friendship history is a story worth a reality TV series and my dating history is almost as pathetic as Ben Hope.

It's odd how I desperately want a partner but the thought of actually dating someone instills a great fear in me. Anonymity is fun. This blog will become much more interesting once I start school again, I guaruntee some drama will happen and I'll be dragged into it, as per usual.

I'm trying to become a new person, a better person. Actually study and become a good student, not that I'm a shit one now. Hold on to the few non toxic friendships I have. Try to ignore people's opinions.

Signing off,

:)

ThoughtsWithMe

I thought if I'm going to start a blog, the people reading should probably know a bit about me. I'm a student in the UK, struggling through my GCSEs. I have three friends in my current city and five in my first hometown where my mum still lives. Surprise, I'm a child of divorce. But that doesn't affect me. Both my parents have new partners, my dad and his gf are pregnant, I am absolutely ecstatic.

I have an irritating little brother who sometimes accidentally says things that make my self esteem crumble but I still love him and I'm hoping he'll grow up soon.

I want to move house desperately. I don't despise my current house where I live with my dad and his gf but I've changed a lot in mental state and personality and style and I want to start fresh.

My dad and his gf (I just call them my parents most of the time) say that they'll focus on decorating my room first, which I'm incredibly grateful for. They prioritise me over most things which makes me feel really... is there a cooler way to say cared for?

I recently started listening to Arctic Monkeys and I get the hype. Obviously I started with the AM album and I love it!

Signing off,

:)