lifewithevan | LateNightThoughts

I forgot to update anyone who reads this on my holiday.

It was shit. According to my dad, I'm actually traumatised by it.

I spent most of it wanting to die in a hole and spent some nights crying in my bed.

My brother made me feel horrid, mentally and physically. He comments on my body, makes me feel small and pathetic, physically hurts me but mum doesn't do shit unless I drag Dad into it and then she gets pissed at me for telling him whats going on.

I also found out my family on my mum's family gossips like a bunch of high school students. Apparently, they tell each child the exact same thing and make excuses for both of our behaviours.

My mum also outed me to my aunt. knowing damn well she's homophobic. Then told me that my aunt said, "why are you letting - (me) be gay?"

So,
yeah

Sincerely,

:(